Final Thoughts
After the disappointment of our final distilling workshop, I am honestly a bit glad to be ending this distillation ILC. The amount of time that both Laura and I put into this project for almost no desired product was frustrating. However, looking on the bright side, this project was still a wonderful learning experience in multiple different ways. Obviously, it taught me about the process of distilling essential oils and the amount of work and effort that people put into creating these tiny bottles of aromatic oil. I have a much higher amount of respect for essential oil creators now. Along with this, I learned how to be a leader in presenting information. Despite not having an exciting final product, I think both of our workshops went extremely well and I’m proud of us for taking both of them on.
Finally, this project taught me that not all of my learning endeavors are always going to turn out perfectly. Distillation of essential oils is not as easy a process as I originally believed going into this project, just as many things in my future are not going to be easy or achieved in one go as well. Learning how to ride out the disappointment and adapt to try again in the future was a super important lesson for me. Although for this particular project, taking a long break and doing some serious adjustments before trying again is definitely the approach I will be taking.
Looking ahead, I am honestly not sure if I would like to work with this still again. It was a super valuable project to be a part of, but now that it is complete, I do not fully see any future for me in working with stills or creating essential oils. I also do not wish to put any more of my labor into running this particular still if I will continue to get no desired product out of it. If the farm was able to purchase a smaller still, I would definitely be interested in experimenting with that and hopefully producing some actual product, maybe even pursuing the “Scent of Evergreen” that incorporates the farm, forest, and sea of the Evergreen campus. But until then, I am quite content leaving this project in the past.
With these thoughts in mind, I did some light research during this final week to explore smaller, stove-top distiller options and was excited to find people creating their own distillers with a variety of home products. This video, in particular, caught my eye. Using a pressure cooker, a homemade condenser, and a flexible plumbing pipe to connect the two, this person was able to create their own distiller for essential oils. While still only producing a tiny amount of product, this set-up was quite intriguing to me; I am curious about how much, if any, of the cost it cuts off when compared to simply purchasing a stove-top distiller. I am not sure if this is a project I would be interested in pursuing in the future, but it still got me excited that maybe this can be a touch more accessible than simply having to drop hundreds of dollars on a brand new distiller.
Final Connections
As I reflect back on my multitude of learning and work endeavors this past quarter, I wish to start by inserting sections of a reflection that I wrote about my highlights and personal learning from the Medicine of Community and Place program that I participated in during the time of my internship:
“…the plant botany, identification, and discovery list were super meaningful aspects of this program for me. Through my learning with these elements, I have realized that I think I want a big part of my future to include working outside in nature with plants. I want to have my hands in the soil, my feet exploring new paths, my eyes identifying new plants and making new connections. I am feeling incredibly antsy and stagnant in my education because of this, I feel like I’m at a point where I just want to get outside and learn, just like Vivian Mork told us to do. Discovering this feels very empowering, but also leaves me unsure of what to do about these feelings and nervous about cutting off other paths of interest to me. Either way, I am incredibly grateful for the exploration in these areas of herbal learning as, no matter what, they have played a part in shaping what I want my future to be.”
“These past couple months, I have felt insanely scattered when thinking about my future. What do I want to be doing after I graduate from Evergreen? Do I want to stick around for both my Art and Science degrees? Do I want to attend a more focused herbal institution to hone in on this new interest of mine? Do I want to attend an outdoor wilderness program that will fully immerse me in nature? Do I want to just drop out and work on a bunch of farms all across the world? All of these ideas have crossed my mind. However, I feel like writing the above reflection made me realize the true things I want for my future, so it was actually an insanely helpful passage for me to sit down and take the focused time to write. I want to be outdoors, learning in and with nature. I want to have my hands in the soil, working with plants and forming those personal relationships through my care and love for them. I’m antsy to just get out and do all of this, and because of that, I’m not sure if sticking around for two degrees or furthering my education at a different institution would be the best idea for me.”
While writing what I first thought was just gonna be a simple reflection on my participation in a highly meaningful program turned into a minor epiphany about what I think I truly want for myself in my future. Exploring all aspects of herbal studies through the Medicine of Community and Place program was so beneficial for me; it gave me insight into the different areas of herbalism that I could choose to go more in-depth on. So as I reflected on all of these areas of herbalism, I realized that what stood out to me the most was my hands-on work outside with the plants, studying botany by engaging with nature, digging in the soil and planting new herbs in the garden, creating personal connections between me and the plants I felt drawn to. Those are the things I want to be doing with my life, those are the aspects of herbalism I think I wish to focus on.
When looking at my distilling ILC and my internship and all other aspects of my quarter too, the best way for me to learn was through visual and hands-on work. Even if working with the still became a slightly annoying and laborious task, it was an insanely beneficial learning experience to be taught about the still in person, to fumble through working with it and making mistakes and figuring out solutions. Another example of my experience as a visual learner includes the fact that the easiest way for me to complete my WordPress posts was to have all of the photos within the post before starting to write. Because of this, I could structure my writing around the photos and have a better time remembering all that was achieved and all that I wanted to say. This entire school year has been a journey of figuring out who I am as a student, acknowledging the effects that an entire year of online college had on me, and moving forward so I can have the most success in my final years of school and beyond. I am immensely grateful for all of the support along the way.