{"id":177,"date":"2023-12-09T01:38:12","date_gmt":"2023-12-09T01:38:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wordpress.evergreen.edu\/foodagproject-f23-hargis\/?p=177"},"modified":"2023-12-09T01:38:13","modified_gmt":"2023-12-09T01:38:13","slug":"week-10-pt-2-plus-self-eval","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wordpress.evergreen.edu\/foodagproject-f23-hargis\/week-10-pt-2-plus-self-eval\/","title":{"rendered":"Week 10 Pt. 2 Plus Self Eval"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Today I started listening to &#8220;Church of the Wild: How Nature Invites Us into the Sacred&#8221; by Victoria Loorz. I don&#8217;t know if it&#8217;s the narrator, and if it will be different when I buy the book on the kindle, but i&#8217;m very skeptical. I was raised in a very religious family, and being myself was not something I could do. <br>The book, maybe unintentionally, feels very preachy, and very One God based. I can see the connection to nature, and I do hope that it gets to where I&#8217;m not feeling a little, I hate to say it but, triggered almost,  sooner rather than later. I wouldn&#8217;t say I &#8220;practice&#8221; any faith, but I enjoy studying paganism and wicca, and try to incorporate some of those ideals into my life.  Let me tell you, that side of my family doesn&#8217;t talk to me much. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m 1 hour into an 8 hour audible read, but I have a feeling it&#8217;s going to take me a lot longer than that. We&#8217;ll see. Maybe I&#8217;ll finish by week 1 of winter and have something new to share for my presentation<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Self Eval Time<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I checked all the boxes. I did read a book that wasn&#8217;t listed, but I got the meat birds harvested (Except one, I&#8217;ll comment on that in a minute!), and I did accomplish my winter gardening goals (mostly). I guess I can&#8217;t say I checked all the boxes, because I didn&#8217;t manage to post weekly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I took the top off the meat bird enclosure while I was processing. I didn&#8217;t even count as I was doing it apparently. I just got them all done and bagged and into the freezer. I had 8 in the freezer, I thought. Turns out I&#8217;d counted one from last time! I was walking down the driveway and there&#8217;s just this white chicken pecking around in the pasture. She&#8217;s happy, so I&#8217;ll leave her alone unless she seems to get to a point where she can&#8217;t be comfortable anymore. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This quarter was a lot of reflection and figuring out how to do better next year, followed by burnout, a serious mental health crisis, then not thinking I could do this anymore, and followed again by a renewed sense of worth and realizing that I sure can, and I will do it for ME, not for anyone else. I think that honestly had a lot to do with &#8220;Rooted&#8221; and how much it has impacted me. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m so excited for next years CSA, and for getting everything happy and healthy again. I fertilized with sheep, chickens, and geese. I&#8217;ll do a soil test this spring and see what else is needed. I&#8217;m done tilling, and I&#8217;m going to do my best to go back to the sustainable practices I was working towards before I lost my hold on my garden. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m sad this ILC is over. I loved the faculty I got to work with, and I will miss working through issues and writing about them to hopefully help others in the future with it. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today I started listening to &#8220;Church of the Wild: How Nature Invites Us into the Sacred&#8221; by Victoria Loorz. I don&#8217;t know if it&#8217;s the narrator, and if it will be different when I buy the book on the kindle, but i&#8217;m very skeptical. 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